another reason to hate guys

so i know i have no right to be pissed off cuz i'm seeing this really great guy right now but whatever.

earlier this year, i had a major thing for this one guy. he knew it and did nothing really to act on it but we were hanging out a lot more than normal. i didnt want to act on it, basically because winter break was coming up and i was going to be working in jersey & the city so i wouldnt really have a chance to see him at all...and also i wanted to see what (if anything) would happen with a guy back home.

long story short...nothing happened with the guy back home. =(

so i came back to school, pretty much defeated and i see my pre-break crush. we fell right back into how we were before. and then i got hammered...and actually said that i was into him. whoops. sorry. i'm a chic.

and now we were both sitting downstairs in the common room, working on papers for our terrorism class. we're talking and whatever. and then this chic comes into the room and sits down with him. i'm like...whatever...they're friends so i dont care that much. but then he asks her out. =(

and even though i'm dating someone else, i'm kind of upset. and whatever...she's really really pretty.

i just think its fucked up that he'd do it in front of me.

whatever...boys suck.

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i'm definatly sitting in the common room all night and finishing my terrorism essays. i have no time tomorow till tomorow night cuz of the darfur day thing. and i still haven't started the international relations shit yet.

thank god for stackers and coffee.