Monday, April 14, 2008

OREO

Oreos are delicious. I just had one for the first time in a really long time. And it made me pretty damn happy.

I've been having a weird day today. Michael redeployed earlier and I wasn't there. That really bums me out. Even though he puts me so much unnecessary bullshit, I'm always going to love him. It also really sucks because this is his third tour... they say you don't come back from the third one. All I'm saying, is that he better come back. I can't do this without him. Or... I mean I could, in theory do it. But I don't want to.

Lit class today just didn't happen. I wasn't feeling it. I needed to sleep, but of course, didn't. I ended up staying in campus commons working on a paper. If I was there, I would have been so unproductive and blah... it was probably better that I skipped. It was the first one I'd skipped in a while too.

Jersey this weekend is gonna suck. I have so much to do... I'm hoping that I can get it all taken care of Saturday morning then chill with friends Saturday night. Maybe. Hopefully.

I really want a cigarette...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Have you been walking on a surface that's uncertain?
Have you helped yourself to everything that's empty? yeah!
You can't live this way too long.
There's more than this, more than this.
Have you been standing on your own feet too long?
Have you been looking for a place where you belong?
You can rest, you will find rest.
You can rest, you will find rest.

Let this old life crumble, let it fade.
Let this new life offered be your saving grace.
Let this old life crumble, let it fade, let it fade.

Have you been holding on to what this world has offered?
Have you been giving in to all these masquerades?
It will be gone, forever gone.
It will be gone, it will be gone

Let this old life crumble, let it fade.
Let this new life offered be your saving grace.
Let this old life crumble, let it fade, let it fade.

Let it fade.

Are you carrying the weight too much?, are you running from the call?
Let it fade, Oh yeah.

You can rest, you will find rest.
You can rest you will find rest.

Let this old life crumble, let it fade.
Let this new life offered be your saving grace.
Let this old life crumble, let it fade, let it fade.

Let this old life crumble, let it fade.
Have you been standing on your own feet too long?
Have you been looking for a place where you belong?

-Jeremy camp song