keeps you back....

I cannot believe it is my last Friday at home for the summer. Damn. Like....really....damn. I cannot wait to get out of here.

I think I might have to break up with Adam though. He's being clingy and I am definatly falling for new Mike. Oh well. I'm hideous at relationships anyways. Maybe I'll just cheat on Adam, just to see if it's worth breaking up with him or not. I don't know. I just need to do somthing to make him stop liking me as much. I think I'd feel bad breaking up with him, he's so innocent and nice. But it's just that, the niceness, that makes me want to make him hurt.

Wow. I am such a bad person.