malcontent on the deathbead

To all who I have lost over the past six months:

I do not hate you. I could never hate you. I resent you, yes...but never hate. I resent you for leaving me here alone. I resent you for recognizing the way out and following it. I resent you for leaving me here to pick up the pieces. And as much as you want me to come join you, I cannot. I am not done here. I still have too much to do.

Forever yours-
Lilith